This note is dedicated for the eternally departed HIDE.

Away from you, i don't know where should i go, how should i live. now i'm asking to the time i passed just now. at the long night, i dreamed i'm going to a journey, embraced the solitude watching a foreign country.　the tears flow during the wind of times. .

Loneliness.. your silent whisper fills a river of tears

through the night. look at the memories, you never let me cry. and you never said goodbye. sometimes, the tears blinded our love. and we lost our dreams along the way, but you know, i never thought you would trade yourself to the fates. never thought you'd leave me alone.

Time through the rain has set me free.. sands of time will keep your memory. Love everlasting fades away within your BEATLESS heart.

The sadness changed into a blue rose. .

feels your endless sigh

If you could have told me everything, maybe you would have found what love is. If you could have told me what was on your mind, maybe i would have shown you the way.

and someday i'm gonna be older than you. i've never thought beyond that time. i've never imagined the pictures of that life.

For now, i will try to live for you and for me.

i will try to live with love,

with dreams,

and, forever...with tears..

HIDE, IF YOU WERE REBORN, PLEASE BE HIDE AGAIN

I'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU ALWAYS

DOESN'T MATTER IF THAT TIME MAYBE I'D HAVE BECOME GRAMPS

BUT IF THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE. .

LET'S MEET IN THE WORLD

AFTERLIFE

I WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. .

Forever Love,

Forever Dream, within flowing tears....

only the overflowing emotions, hard, painful intense, fills the time. .

HIDE in memorial

Dedicated for HIDE

fragile heart

my heart is this fragile now. i don't think i could endure another pain...

but i'm sure i'm gonna find someone who can mend my broken pieces of life i had before.

LiFe iS jUsT liKe tHe vAsT oCeAn

Look at the vast ocean, everyone. Life is just like this ocean!
Sometimes gentle, sometimes violent; days like that continue endlessly.
Never give up no matter how tough it gets.
Don't throw it away!
whatever happens, you have the strength to overcome it! Believe in your own strength!

eVerYtHiNg iN tHiS wOrLd iS a gAme. part 2.

and then i look back on it.. but then again.. this is all a game.
So i've gotta have fun with it.
But..at this game.
i really didn't understand. in what was to come..
that we would have to fight..with everything.. to fight..against people's evils..that were dark and deep. without reason..

i was worried.. i was worried about myself who had nothing..

but..

we have to move forward..

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wHaT the yOuTh is

Trying to do something that no one has ever done.
And using all of ur energy until u haven't got any left.. something like that.

what will u do to enjoy your real youth, choose it by yourself..

eVerYtHiNg iN tHiS wOrLd iS a gAme. part 1.

just as i think.. everthing in this world is a game.
in actuality, no one really says that.
but if no one thougt it, then i couldn't get through any of this. we repeat some meaningless things everyday. . and there people who seem to be dangerous in many different ways...

i, the serious one, am the one who loses. if i conduct myself well and keep myself in a good position, i can get to the goal without being hurt.
that's why i always play the part of the cool but caring Ando (me) with my full effort everday.

But even a person as perfect as me has a natural enemy.

My days, that were peaceful up until now, slowly began to get complicated. but at this point, i hadn't realized that yet. so in other words, what that means is....
ah, i don't reall want to talk about.... my life after this point...

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